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Hello everyone, how are you doing? Me, well, I'm fine. Not feeling so good right now. Why? My heart is racing, and I'm feeling sick. I've broken a promise I tried to keep. I'm sorry, DeviantART just... isn't fun anymore. I don't know why.... Actually, no. I know why. I've had to many..... bad memories with this sight. That's keeping me away. I try to overcome it, but I just can't. I feel sick, my heart starts to race, and well, I just feel down right awful. I'm sorry again everyone, though my apologizes aren't enough and shall never be enough. I wish I could stay, and just... be happy. But I have to be myself, not some fake person. I want to be happy, but with this sight, the memories, I just can't. So, I'm saying farewell. Goodbye. But trust in me, I love and care deeply about you all. Maybe someday, maybe, just maybe, I'll be back. In short, since many people have been asking where I've been, here is a little list.

My mother is recovering from a heart attack she had
I've gotten two kittens. Both rescues, Oscar the American Short-Hair gray tabby. He has yellow eyes, and is about 7 months. I also have Cali, She's a Calico, about 6 months.
I have a new rabbit, another rescue, named Cas. He's a lop-eared, brown and gray bunny.
I've gotten addicted to Harvest Moon, because there is nothing like falling in love with a virtual character in a farming simulation game, right? But I do greatly enjoy the games. I've only played three so far, so... I'm in no position to act like a fan.
I've been playing some Animal Crossing, pretty fun.
I've read AND finished the Warrior series. My bookstore finally got the books in. I read all the Arcs, and the super editions.

That's all I really have to say. So, this is goodbye for now. I still always think of you guys. And to the closet, absolutely best friends I've had here... To Oka, To Ashley, and To Alisha. Thank you, just... thank you. I don't want this to be the end... But for now.. It has to be. I can't promise I'll be back, but I can promise you'll always be in my heart. And to all the others, thank you. To the people who've trolled be or cyber-bullied me in the past, thank you. You've shown me what the world is like, and that I have to keep strong. I plan to do that. Even though I lost this battle, there is still a war to be won.

And to the people out there, who are unsure of yourself, who created fake personalities in the hopes of finding friends... Remember, be yourself, everyone else is already taken. You must be you, be yourself. If they don't accept you for you, well, then they aren't very good pals.

That's it, that's all.
But one last time...
I do, really, honestly, care about and thank you all. You've all taught me a lesson, put a piece in my puzzle. But now it's time for me to walk my own path, will it lead me here again you wonder, you hope. But, I can't say. Perhaps, maybe, one day. You will hope, as will I, that our paths will cross again. But, until then.

Lydia Skuld,
Meredith Reardon,

Logging out.

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DemonDought Featured By Owner Mar 28, 2015
Hey Des It's me :iconblakedadog7: I just wanna check on you. I've missed you.
MephilesfanforSRB2 Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2015  Student Traditional Artist
Destiny where are yoooooooooooooou
oka415 Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
TimeyWimeyHolmes1994 Featured By Owner Nov 15, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hey there where have ya been? Ya Alive
SnowKitsuneXD Featured By Owner Oct 4, 2014  Student Digital Artist
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trust me this will put a smile on your face, make your day, or help you

Every night , someone thinks about you before they go to sleep,

At least fifteen people in this world love you.

The only reason someone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you

There are at least two people in this world that would die for you

You mean the world to someone.

Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.

When you make the biggest mistake ever,
something good comes from it.

When you think the world has turned its back on you, 
take a look.

Always remember the compliments you've received.

Forget the rude remarks.

So if you are a loving friend, send this to 15 on your list including the person that sent it to you. If you care

at midnight
your true love
will realize
they like you.

Something good will happen to you between 12 in the morning

four o'clock pm


it could be anywhere . Get ready for the biggest

shock of your

If you break this chain YOU will be cursed with

relationship problems


the next ten years . Send this to fifteen people

in fifteen minutes !!

Make Someone else's day! Help get a smile on someone's face! Help someone out! remember that your loved

=Fight for you 
=Respect you
=Involve you
=Encourage you
=Need you 
eserve you 
=Save you
Send this to all your friends & me if I'm one......If you get 4 back u r likd but if u get 7 back then u r seriously loved
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