Hello everyone, how are you doing? Me, well, I'm fine. Not feeling so good right now. Why? My heart is racing, and I'm feeling sick. I've broken a promise I tried to keep. I'm sorry, DeviantART just... isn't fun anymore. I don't know why.... Actually, no. I know why. I've had to many..... bad memories with this sight. That's keeping me away. I try to overcome it, but I just can't. I feel sick, my heart starts to race, and well, I just feel down right awful. I'm sorry again everyone, though my apologizes aren't enough and shall never be enough. I wish I could stay, and just... be happy. But I have to be myself, not some fake person. I want to be happy, but with this sight, the memories, I just can't. So, I'm saying farewell. Goodbye. But trust in me, I love and care deeply about you all. Maybe someday, maybe, just maybe, I'll be back. In short, since many people have been asking where I've been, here is a little list.
My mother is recovering from a heart attack she had
I've gotten two kittens. Both rescues, Oscar the American Short-Hair gray tabby. He has yellow eyes, and is about 7 months. I also have Cali, She's a Calico, about 6 months.
I have a new rabbit, another rescue, named Cas. He's a lop-eared, brown and gray bunny.
I've gotten addicted to Harvest Moon, because there is nothing like falling in love with a virtual character in a farming simulation game, right? But I do greatly enjoy the games. I've only played three so far, so... I'm in no position to act like a fan.
I've been playing some Animal Crossing, pretty fun.
I've read AND finished the Warrior series. My bookstore finally got the books in. I read all the Arcs, and the super editions.
That's all I really have to say. So, this is goodbye for now. I still always think of you guys. And to the closet, absolutely best friends I've had here... To Oka, To Ashley, and To Alisha. Thank you, just... thank you. I don't want this to be the end... But for now.. It has to be. I can't promise I'll be back, but I can promise you'll always be in my heart. And to all the others, thank you. To the people who've trolled be or cyber-bullied me in the past, thank you. You've shown me what the world is like, and that I have to keep strong. I plan to do that. Even though I lost this battle, there is still a war to be won.
And to the people out there, who are unsure of yourself, who created fake personalities in the hopes of finding friends... Remember, be yourself, everyone else is already taken. You must be you, be yourself. If they don't accept you for you, well, then they aren't very good pals.
That's it, that's all.
But one last time...
I do, really, honestly, care about and thank you all. You've all taught me a lesson, put a piece in my puzzle. But now it's time for me to walk my own path, will it lead me here again you wonder, you hope. But, I can't say. Perhaps, maybe, one day. You will hope, as will I, that our paths will cross again. But, until then.